Who told you "you life is over?" You are destined for greatness and that you shall reach. Don't antagonize yourself. Hold yourself up and move forward!
It is a delight to know that we can have access to the Almighty God by trusting him because he definitely trusts us, and he's willing to ensure our success the more we entrust our works to him.
There's always going to be a "genuine" excuse for your unwillingness to attack your goals and confront your limitations. Get a dose of motivation for your breakthrough!
All too often we accept the classification of haves and have-nots with most identifying with the later. My friend, you are not a have-not and this is your wake up call. Launch yourself and win in life!
The proof of your faith is detected from the actions you take. If you truly believe what you see then act. Your vision is as good as the actions that follow and when things don't go according to plan, your active persistence reveals faith too!
Success always requires time and the faster we can get out of our own way, the sooner we can hit our mark and celebrate it. Lessons position you for success, learn them faster and move on!